Hi, I am Ambika. For sometime I felt lost in some bizarre age. Felt imprisoned like a wild animal in a dark cage. I had lost the courage to exist, to believe in self. I surely was the one who needed some spiritual help. I couldn’t see myself as beautiful as I was in the mirror. I felt like I was caught in the midst of terror. I don’t know why all this was happening but sure it was true. I really had forgotten my power and position in this universe. I felt like I was a nobody in this universe of so many. I sometimes felt I was becoming too serious to be and sometimes too funny. I just wanted my aims and targets and missions back with me. I wanted to breathe free, I wanted to enjoy being someone in this life. I wanted to feel my powers and pride back in me. I was so desperate there seemed to be no exit and entry points to dreary and healthy living respectively. I did not want to end up as a sick and loser human being. I wanted to fly ,swim and I wanted to feel the feelings which justified the fact that you have a life , a worthy one. I wanted to feel awesome after much pain. I wanted to be a profiteer in the coming bargains. I only needed directions-those of existence, could be north-south-east-west, all I wanted to understand was where they wanted to take me. I wanted to reach my destination quite fast. I wanted that the magic of good times should long last. Directions are the most important lessons, which God teaches us camouflaged in one way or another. They let us stand in right place, they let our lives be lived in respect and grace. They save our faces from disappointing achievements in life’s power play. They make us good show dolls in life to be in perfectness get displayed. Directions -the capacity to rule ten worlds. Directions which so very strongly make us proper boys and girls. Directions -the way we should go -the way which will take us to destinations so unreachable we thought were so. But directions do the trick,they are the fires in our hearts which are given in any form and shape but which are so useful to us. They can be given in the form of a strength of mind which we got. They tell us that we have a mission to be completed in this life of ours, for which we should work on from now. Because if it gets late we will not experience its power and be in a real state of mess. And we will be disappointed being not able to showcase our power potential truly and we will exist meagerly being a Vanessa, Amanda or a Tess.
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I am Ambika Jha.I like to write on different topics.I feel life is too short for anything.So let us work our best in the given time and let life's music be in rhythm and rhyme.So be your best and never stop to learn and write. View more posts