I am one of many, who are troubled, traumatized and tormented by life’s ways. I am one of the many who wishes to see better days. But can I let go of all pains and smiles being stupid, can I fake my life or its problems, can I exchange it for another good bit. I am a man, I have to do, I have to achieve and firstly I have to believe that yes I can. I am just like others, I am just like all but I can become someone different and special, if I know where to draw the line in things and from where to hear and obey God’s calls. Every speck, every element here which is alive has a purpose, has a story but all have to pass through a learning period which may be painful. But let it not bother you so deep, so to win the life’s race, to be ahead with your determination and capacity you must keep because it has been said -as you sow so shall you reap. We are bothered about things so many but one thing in all this is so funny. We never stop to accept our mistakes, we just put all the blame across the person next making him a liar and a fake. Why don’t we introspect and feel the need to change for the better, why do we always sidestep the good things and then run after the gold less glory trying to be a truly stupid and silly materialistic go-getter. What is needed to do we do not do and then we fret and weep and make life short, did we ever come to know that while shopping for joys what we to give to others forgot and what instead home we brought. The most troubled task is gaining the qualities of a good man who makes our God proud and who is a leader of life. The most troubled tasks are removing the ugly masks on our faces, trying to live with real joys and grace.The most troubled task is finding our self from that scattered heap.The most troubled task is enjoying carefully and gaining experience from the good days that are going. The most troubled task is just feeling with everything in this short and empty time span. The most troubled task is being a survivor, being a winning man.