Why me?

Well doesn’t this world open your eyes wide and doesn’t it sometimes from centre push you to the extreme sides. It’s very difficult to know the world’s regulations and rules, now who is bothered whether you in search of reality get changed from a man into a mule? I don’t say I do not belong here, I got lots of pains and also shed lots of tears. I sat dejected and no one looked at me even for a while and it appeared to me as if I was stranded on this planet with my poor soul and my shadow alone for miles and miles. I was weak and poor, sick and starved but all hearts to love me and all hands to help were barred. I had lost all to be called capable, was becoming unluckily very unstable. All babbled and criticised me. I became the centre of being effortlessly pained and it grieved me for free. I was sad and poor and I knew this attracted me towards the door of hell for sure. I had lost mainly my confidence, my power to survive as I could not grapple my abilities. I became a loser in studies and so I ultimately lost all my so seeming good but not true buddies. One weak day I had to say amidst tears, why only me? To bring situations such, well God and luck had conspired for free. I lost my best pal, my best pet called blotchy. So fate it seemed had taken sides with my foe and had become warningly naughty. Now all powers were hell bent to crush and crumble me and increase my worries and woe. I had to see many ups and downs in a short span of time, well nothing any more with me synonymously rhymed. I was lost in a world of my own. I knew soon the door to death for me would be shown. My bubbles of freedom and fancy had already been bursted and blown. I had been wasted, what I was left with I could not see but only at lost luck bemoan. But don’t you know it can be late, but it is not impossible. There are demons and devils but there is someone who is more powerful and merciful. So one day I got a letter which said I had been chosen by a Godsend messiah to work in her factory. I was amazed to see how magically had moved the luck’s trajectory. It said I was to go to San Francisco and start afresh. I could not have ever imagined it nor could ever have guessed. Then my life changed and I no longer in this world felt enraged, unlucky or strange. Because I had come to know that God is omnipotent and everything is in your capacity’s range. I got power, money, respect and love and for that, I had to thank God above. Now I happily ask God, why me? Because at this question’s potentiality my heart filled with wonder and glee.

Published by ambikajha

I am Ambika Jha.I like to write on different topics.I feel life is too short for anything.So let us work our best in the given time and let life's music be in rhythm and rhyme.So be your best and never stop to learn and write.

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