I have lived my life on my way to salvation. I have tried to work with all my talent and dedication. When I saw that I was not meant to be the blessed one, I have tried to lure and butter the Gods, moons and the suns. I have done merciful acts along with sacred sins. But I am not wanting any extra favors from God for any wins. I just am not very cool, calm. I am somehow disturbed thinking that something is there for me which can be a cause of harm. I am in search of something, I don’t know what. But I know I will not leave the world without the thing which I should have got. All men are men and will never be Gods. God’s favor their children only when they can find all the wanted qualities in them pure and perfect. He is around the corner for you when you are halfway through the good work and when you have the life-changing revolution ready in your minds and hearts just needing a hint to implement and happen. I wish I could be one on that list. Then maybe, I would feel satisfied and sure of my fate, my path to my place, where I will be secure and then maybe I could understand the whole game of life. Man wants all, gets some, but the one who can live by his own courage, cross hurdles and acquire the fire to burn the bad forces is welcomed by the super beings, the merciful messiahs. Man just needs to have the third eye,trinetra open, he needs to change the modes of existence by his good self, he needs to be a spirited being who can overlook materialistic comforts by regarding them as evil and useless. He needs to reduce the mess spread around. He needs to have his heart let talk and see and let his head and his calculative self get free. I am in search of salvation because I now have got a taste of life. I now need to steer clear of all that is surely there and find stuff which only lucky ones get. I want to be on the run, happy and successful, bright and beautiful, from being ordinary to an enlightened one.
Don’t always bother for moksha and ends, bother for peace and happiness, satisfaction in your existence and a pride as well and wish and welcome life its new beginnings, its magic, learn it as a lesson every day because the book of life is endless and try to make it special. The power is all yours-Ambika.