A small piece on the space where I will find solace.
I have started the journey, trying to reach destinations. Don’t know what to expect from the winds or guess the hush-hush of the swaying branches of neem trees. I just want to reach the golden empire which stretches away from life zones and where there lie no boundaries to harass you. I have been roaming for a while, looking out for life, love, a smile and a reason for mornings happening again and again. I want a good deal in a clear bargain. This space, I exist in is a bit dark, a bit grey, don’t want it leading me astray. Have seen beautiful moonlit nights and gorgeous glorious evenings. I have seen the splendor of seven centuries scattered everywhere. I though am emotionally unsupported and blandly bare. The seasons have been mixed in colors of life, the paths have sometimes been treacherous. I though have been a fighter throughout. The dark circles, the dangerous strides, the messy mornings and the gory nights, I have passed them all. Standing bravely and proudly tall. But I am confused about where to reach and find peace. I don’t remember what I will in this life miss. These eyes are wanderers secretly peeping to find another world. To find something undefinably special. I just want to stop safe and tread wise. I don’t want to feel otherwise. I just wish my soul smiles and my heart is relaxed when I wake up, spirited, strengthened, beautiful on the next sunrise.