Holding a confusing position by being true to all and being sick in love.
I am here, yes I am sure. But I am scared of everything because I feel myself to be a feeble being. I am totally wretched watched by only my dying soul. I have been totally unlucky and unsuccessful on the whole. It started when I was in love with Tina. I moved with her but then one day when she came to know about my thing going on with Charu she became totally mad and hit me hard. Then came Ritu, she also punched me hard because I was not dedicated. Problems thus became complicated and multiplied. I sadly could not control the situations how hard I tried. Came more names, Komal, Kajal and Kusum. I kept on being tormented and beaten and only cried, baby, it’s only hum-tum, hum-tum. Now I am bankrupt, my happiness has been disrupted, my soul has been corrupted and a great pile of agony and problems on me has been thrusted. Now, where should I go and like whom should I be? Clearly, I am doomed for free. Now I am covered and coloured with bandages and bruises, my brain cells have fused. I have been left after being used. And these chain of incidents does not amuse. This has been the result of being true to all and in return accepting a downfall, saying ‘I love you’ and then being shooed and shaken. I wish I could leave this filthy world and take a backseat in hell or heaven.