A Little Angel’s Paradise

As far as the eyes can soar,as farthest as they can see and capture beauties in their golden cups,there seem to be flowers strewn in mlticolors here and there and a little angels innocence mixed and upon everything.There is always place for goodness and an innocent hear to survive with pleasure and pride,there are always humble spirits who take little angels on gorgeous rides to better paradises.And so world is afterall anot so bad place to live in.And so Angela is a little lucky shot.In the world of Angela there are many reasons to celebrate.Though she is not the own kid of Reagons house but she could never have even felt it a bit that way even in her dreams.Jeremy Reagon in his fatherhood avatar could never get better graded in loving Angela,a homeless infant whom he had found in the nearby Joseph Gardens on the cold wintry morning of 12th December 1984,a perfect time to welcome an angel in their worlds.Jeremy has laughed with her,sang sweet melodies,danced all days and caressed Angela in his arms on rainy thunderous and frightening nights.He has always been a mantle of protection and support at every moment to Angela.He has sparkling jewels of joy,love,satisfaction and so much more in the eyes of baby darling Angela.Angela’s mom Susan has been so much more than the world to Angela.With love pouring from every corner of her heart and with all good spirits to make Angela a good girl Susan is always doing rounds of work to keep Angie happy.A brother Jack who has hugged,loved and cared for Angela in all good-bad times and who could have even given up his life for saving his baby sis.Angie’s life has been made a blissful paradise with the presence of dad,mom,Jack and a fairy Godmother who looks after little Angie every time,sings her christmas rhymes and knows how to make her happy and smacky and super fine.This little world with Jhonny,Susy,Samantha,Derek,her English teacher Mrs.Becker,the peon of her school Mr.Magolith and above all Jesus himself has given so much goodies to Angela and has always made her feel the apple of everyone’s eyes,has made days golden,nights crimson and not less than the feel best yabadabadu heaven as she calls it.So many toys with her favourite cute Princi barbie,Dino dinosaur and Moy the crazy monkey have always made her feel over the moon and then Jack and his friends.Nowhere canAngela find true happiness and so many smiles that flow and cross her face every morning to night.Angela thinks that one day she will visit paradise island and meet Santa,Mother Earth,Captain America and God and sing them the song close to her heart,People of the world and then express her thanks to God for giving her this wonderful life and super wonder beings like Mom,Dad,Bro and all others.She also wants to become Miss World and wants to live more than the hundred years with her family forever.She doesnot want much,only more toys every year,more sweets,hugs,love and blessing of all in this world.She wants to be a unique girl who will be the saviour of mankind and wants to be remembered as the darling daughter of Reagons,wants to sshsine,smile,shimmer,survive like a winner always with her jewels,for all seasons in her own secluded paradise the heart of her family.



It will never be right…

When the winds will blow,peace will try to settle in and it will be alright again.When the sun will shine,the roses and sunflowers will forget their pain felt amidst the cold,blatant winters and will laugh spreading their beauty hither and thither,everything will be alright again.When the moon will beam bright and pleasant the scent of romance will spread all around and all hearts intertwined in love will feel the tremendous power of passion profound,everything will be alright once again.When the rains will unleash their energy and fall,in drips and drops,the dying soul of the earth will be brought back to life,and will be grateful to the rains,sending sweet smell and magic of the sands to the heavens in communion,and everything will be fine again.When humanity will take a step wider and will feel the power in togetherness,love,cooperation and brotherhood,the sins of the land,the jealousy,vice,hatred,terrorism,crimes and all gross things will vanish bringing in its trail love,compassion,bliss and wellbeing for all and so everything will be alright.again.When life will change,bringing in new roles for its people when world will witness the era of Jesus again trying to usher in kindness and purity for all to possess,when each man will feel things for hiis fellowbeings and each woman will be the new age godmother for every orphan,ie,everything will be alright again.It would be awesome being in a world full of colors,fun,love and bliss a real pleasure.But it will always pinch and hurt bad to think of you our love,correctly only mine,the way I did so selfless yet so foolish.Everything at one point will strike the right chord again except that mess I made with you called love.The way I loved you,you cheated me,no,it will never be alright again.The way I adored you and you could only exploit.The things I felt for you and the concern overwhelmed me to be such a nut and the way yyou showed to be a two-faced scorpion,can never be alright again.I wonder how could I be deceived so well that all universe left me in a dark,frenzied zone called hell.We could never gel.My love was never weak,was never wrong but your love for me could never be that strong,I now think we never really knew each other well enough and our hearts were now confused strangers.My soul gave up on you very traumatically,it never wanted to but I still am amazed at my innocence a silent killer which could never see the second foulplay face of yours.Love cannot happen to all.But heartbreak can,it sure opens your senses wide and you still can’t accept the bitter truth.I can feel the best if I think from my head and take a break away from my ‘too good self’ but when thoughts come back of you to knock and even say sorry nothing can be alright again,between you and me or in an exclusive,was to be wonderful space where I imagined to grow only tulips under the rainbow sky,my personal best gift I wanted to give you to create a living heaven of love called Paradisia of June Winters and Jack Bennett sadly which was quite a great thought,a great dream.All dreams don’t come true.But I still feel I love you.Thanks for making some moments memorable rest are painful.

There can never be an end.

What more does a Jack or Jilly need when world is all orange with a tango.The stars shine brighter and sun is all smiles already.When what you need has been well taken into consideration and your one sided worries have gone to play.When life has got such gifts that awesome sounds a word pretty tiny.When you have in your booty treasures,,wonders and marvels to preserve a lot too many.When life has been kind and beautiful,when it has bestowed on you elaborate blessings.In many forms,the best one being a loving,caring and helping hand,a boon in disguise who constantly toils to see that you are at ease and your mind is at peace from the passing night to the next golden sunrise.That good samaritan act is better than the best,that angel role is the best gesture ever can be adorned.From caring to see you smile every inch you walk to making your day a success this person seems to have magical access to creating joys,making moments fun,never letting the darkness settle in,always with you in thicks and thins.This one really takes away your tensions and brings back satisfaction.It’s a beauty to see this genius in action.She knows what is right for you she gives you motivated wellbeing energy,nothing could be right without her presence.She is the topping of the cake,the real life essence.Well to point out without being surprised moms are the ever wonderful angelic caring phenomena.No man can match neither their talents nor their stamina.They are what you needed to create bliss.And could you go to sleep without her goodbye kiss.If you took a pondering moment and paused to look around at the wonder world she has created for you you would never be more grateful.For all that she has done for you.For the power she is for you.So according to me and all the lucky kids having mothers,there can never be an end to child prosperity till she ‘s around.There can never be an end to success sweet knocking on your door and applauses being raised at your achievments,never an end to wonders,sweet and surprising ,to beauties churned out from that heavenly corner called moms delicacies(lava cakes being the toppers),to motivating stories,wise moments and learning curves from her magical kitty of good things,and those naps in her lap till the time you wished .Always she has been your friend,philosopher,guide on merely looking into her eyes you have seen the whole world bright and wide.She has been your pride chapter throughout and she wants you now to be hers.She has always seen you to be better than others.All the qualities and ways of good living taught to you are her designs in shaping your character and heart.She has believed in you from the start.There has been a beginning but there can never be an end to letting her stand strong on her hopes and dreams she has seen for me,and can never be an end to loving her,adoring her and each day praying to her because she is my goddess,my everything.She is the reason of my existence as a humble,good human being.I can never imagine life without her vision,her smell,her eloquence and her ethreal beauty.They have constantly guided me to glories to fulfill my duties.What can world get better than life,that life for all is a mother,there can be many but none like her.World may at one point tumble die disintegrate but till there is a person called mom there can never be an end to love and a smile on a child’s face.

When It All Could Be.

It took me more time than on hand to realize life is more of the unfair kind.When you are innocent and thoughtful, it shreds you and laughs at the lifegame being a brat able and to your condition absolutely blind.It never is as you think it would be.Its too late to curse the Almighty.The ways of the wind are a bit mysterious.Hidden are many secrets under time’s veil.The good things happen faster leaving bad’s never ending trail.I was paralysed through senses,found no other option than to quit when I was auctioned for free,tagged an unwanted misfit.For all the love I had showered ,for all the pains borne on my heart and all probs solved under my belt,I was no longer in the league,was so downunder and needed by none,I felt.What has happened to the friend,where is life going,why do I feel an emptiness in all directions .Life is eating me up slowly,in halves and fractions.I was on a hit number just before that minute,when I heard the thunder of world,my joys and emotions falling apart.The dark angel was opening his arms to welcome me for the starts.I had to say,O Lord,give me a deserving share because I have tasted the bittersweet brunt a lot too well.I don’t want to be left behind all and with bad luck gel.I had imagined rosier views,better pathways and brighter loving moments for us to have.At least these are still in my mind groping for ground reality for which I am glad.The days were shimmering,nights were brimming,a vast ocean of love was slowly finding its right course,flowers were blooming and hearts were saying encore.When we were together all was like a dream come true.There was mist,fire,love and stronger values.What happened to the deal,what came as a rocker to shake us to pieces.Now all was bombed,destroyed and no love could be there even in traces.I was again back to pavilion .My colors had died out when you walked out.All could be only grey and I became destiny’s desirable prey.I now feel I am cursed.But nothing could be worst,than you and me not being together.Well it is reality’s fair weather.I now have reconciled to walk alone for all the miles.I now dedicate my life to bringing in hearts hopes and on faces smiles.I still remember you my only treasure,I had acquired.Want to say thanks for your time bound mercy shown on me.But now I feel I am more strong,happier and free.Free to live,to cry,to die and say once and forever goodbye.To this world no good for me.To this life really a puzzle.I am somewhere without you.Without the beauty,the magic,my joys,my air,the paradise-effect and of course all the troubles.



I am feeling so full of fun,its bangers. World is dancing to joy’s tunes,it’s bangers. Life is on the run,it’s bangers. We need a moment to breathe again,it’s bangers. Roses are changing identities with tulips,it’s bangers. Man mortal is forgetting sanity rules. Dogs are braying and donkeys are behaving smarter,better than their brighter counterparts,mules,it too is bangers. Sun is working hard to get into eclipse mode and take a dark negativity it can never acquire,it is bangers. Moon and stars are boomeranging and having a gala time.Life is in line with logic but crazy still rules kingsize,it’s bangers. Romeo is no longer in lust for Juliet .He is more into worldly biz and bad boy stuff,it’s bangers. Guys are all bonkers on gals with that magic elemental bluff,it’s bangers. All seems to be fine but it’s just a superficial clarity visible,otherwise good or bad anything is possible, it’s bangers. Monday is strangely in love with lazyness and Sunday is more into action mode,it’s bangers. Love-live-laugh is life’s new celebratory code.Girls are going their ways ahead and different from all.Boys are trying to reach that limit but it’s too treacherous,they fear they will fall,it’s bangers. There seems to be modernism creeping in and take a step up, a new type of crazy.The ways are changing,new rules are being made,old is into the shade of fades and all are following listening not to their mums or nannies but closer,hearts of course,it’s bangers. Life is taking giant steps towards change and a revolution of new over old and bold over gold is rolling in,it’s bangers. Now moms are super chic,hot and their daughters take a backseat,when bums get shaking supershot,it’s bangers.Masculine is the feminine as the latter is what matters,it’s bangers.Life is becoming colorful,funky and full of new surprises being showcased on everybody’s platter. Bangers,banging,boom,it’s time to focus on life,zoom.Life will soon be so special only the survivors will afford it.But there will be born heroes always to conquer it.Man and woman,girl and boy each are getting into better shapes.World is adorning a magical drape of love,logic,some magic and fun.It’s coming perfect shot climbing on the ladder to be number one.It’s time to forget past and future,live the moment now.Because you won’t get a second chance to record this wonder called life in the present and say oh wow. Bangers,it’s really rocking.It’s life.A mystery game which when experienced with a banger spirit inside leaves you wonderfully changed.Only for the best!!!


All Yours.

All Yours.

It really takes something to woo me. It really proves impossible. But lately there’s a new pink bloom of daisies in my gaze. There’s a bright ray of golden light cutting through the haze. There are fumes rolling around me because there has been somewhere a fire set ablaze.That dark black jungle of mystery,the beautiful green eyes have caught me unawares. And now I am hypnotised in the magic of love and care none for the hustle bustle around. I am diving in the magical world profound,of wonder,of rainbows,of blooms and blasts. I hope this magic-making moment forever lasts. Those red,luscious lips do a gig in my heart with their utterance. My state of balance has started to go dipping down and I hope I dont become awkward with my self beyond my own level of tolerance. I start to feel that this is really happening,its genuine. I too am destined for the better pastry of my life topped with extra strawberries and cream.The black magic beauty has been too much to handle. I narrowly escape by controlling my emotions the newest city scandal. In a fleeting moment of contact I felt like I had known and adored her for ages. Now there could be no stopping me from dedicating her my heart and hundreds of ecofriendly pages. The dress she wore was a dark pink.And it really wracked my brains to make me think whether she was from Angeland or belonged to us.I knew something was going to cook thus.I layed down my guards  and surrendered to the ‘love and a sudden medley of emotions’I felt rushing through me.Some butterflies screaming started fluttering in my belly wanting to be instant-free.There seemed to be essence and colors all around.LOVE,yes it was happening though I knew not more about it.But I couldnot escape the marvellous wondrous feeling,the moment.It was sweet,it was deep and it was turrbulent.And supposedly cupid was somewhere seeing so much of my dilemma and yes,I bumped into her being on the same floor,but she quickly passed by only leaving beehind her book and that lovely beautiful look.For which  I knew I could do anything and spare nothing which came in my way.Luckily I could come to know her name .She was from now my dream come true and I knew some next moment,very close I would say,’I love you’.Well,she may think I was a jerk,a psycho or a cheapster but I couldnot change that feeling for something better.Eliana was everywhere around me.I just wanted to fly in her arms and get a taste of her extraordinary charm.Suddenly life was focussing on something real,worthy.I was starting to already feel a changed being and I didnot want to cheat my feelings.I wanted to keep life now very real,perfect and with Eliana my world was growing greener though still was in my dream.I wanted to say,’I Love You Eliana’ in shouts an screams.She was my fancy,my fun,my girl number one.With her life would sure be a rocker shit.And I would try to make it better for her every minute bit by bit.I am all yours and I feel you will not let me down for sure.


Mama Mia.

Mama Mia.

When lights start to fade, trying to usher darkness in.When I gasp for air being powerless and thin.When things try to self-destruct .When I am focused on as an object of experiment by the ill forces.When world does not go around as it used to,When I start to forget the true meaning of life.And then suddenly a miracle happens.Doors to real and bright life are opened.Hopes of good things in life happening again are lightened.Life at this point needed a support stick somewhere and that too was gracefully presented to me.She helped me to realise my potential and target my goals again.I have now learnt to love more than hate,no frets and regrets anymore.I have earned lots of scores,in learning how to cope with life’s methods,in understanding that good and bad times are only phases,they pass and usher what you always wanted to see,feel and hear without  any more flaws and fears.The angel of the moment,does lot of good to me and my losing wars against life.I sometimes wonder where could have I been without that mercy angel in whose eyes I see a golden reflection of my self,from whose heart flows strength into mine,who teaches me all the philosophy,too modern and practical to be called useless.That miracle person is more than my expectation of every universal wonder and she diligently passes all tests put up against her.She is a jewel of knowledge,magical magnificence having a mighty power like the Himalayas,wisdom of the wisest sage ever can be and sweetness of all the honey combined in nature,beauty of the divine goddess Durga herself.And kind to the core of her diamond heart.She is my moonlit magical end and my super special golden start.That person has been responsible for all my wins,has been my best buddy in doubtful days,my strongest side in hours of darkness and doom.She has been the ever burning candle of her confidence in me the whole time in the empty room of my life.She has been the best part of me,my smiles and our tuning is ethreal,heavenly and claims to be the best relationship showcasable,presentable in all eras of world.What I am today is her work,her passion to see me somewhere near the moon,over the stars.She is my lucky charm always.Well to know that identity,I need not look far and wide.She is always beside.Me,making my morning cup of tea with that extra sugar cube.She is there to give me my choicest attire for each day because she wants me to shine best.Then she prepares my favourite bites.She does all and she collects small titbits of fun and fancy to decorate my life.What can one want more from heavens to be on cloud ten.She is my courage,my strength,my rainbow colors,my passion and my dearest gift I can never live without.She is my ultimate fight for good,for grace and she is my loudest shout out of my soul to create a stir very powerful and positive in my life.Yes,you guessed it right ,its no one other than my mama mia,my darling she always will be.But now I want her to relax and enjoy max in the titbits I do for her and her heart.I want to repay back her love and dedication for me which I know I cannot ever really.But down one level,I want to make her reality with her kid an unending celebration,a golden path for her to trod on,a silvery moonlit sky to be under ,a diamond dress for her to have and a caring heart which will always look after her with love and more love.My mama mia is fire and ice,she is the best signature of grace and beauty on the pages of life.With her I am always a better,changed person,she being the reason of my brave existence.She is my funzone and my best teacher and we are too good together to be true.Hey momsie,always be happy and I will dedicate dancing worlds at your feet.You deserve more than I can give you but I shall care for you and do all possible in my universal capacity.Thanks mama for being the beauty spot  of my life.Thanks mom you rock with your brilliance in everything you do and I want to dedicate my entire life in loving and caring for you.Three cheers for your special endeavours but always stay with me,this is what I ask from you as a favour.Love you hamesha!!!!

Friends Forever!!!

A small write-up by me in leisure moments not too intentional or deep but still making sense,I feel.

Far away friends are,but are still breathing inside me.They drink my sorrows,we share our glees. We are always inclined at doubling fun,fantasy,dreams and love,we are busy bees.And people are so amazed because I smile so bright,reason being friends are always beside,with me,the reason for my joys,my inspirational guide.They have given me dreams,love,togetherness,to see and realise, with eyes open wide.They have made me so so right.Now I do not know if I can ever exist without a thought of them every moment.Well thank you God for being so gorgeously liberal to give me best presents in form of friends.But then you meanly from me,take their mortality away.Still I don’t blame you because I know they have been with me till this day,through my ups,downs,never showed me the dark way around.In my heart appreciation,love,gratitude for them grows larger and becomes more and more profound.I wish I can always click the scenes of life keeping their faces in my eyes.Well friendship is the magic wish which brings angels in your life and for them you wish you lived and you died.


Unless you tread the path of pain ,you don’t get to live rosy.Unless you see destruction, failure you don’t develop the appreciation eye for success sweet.Unless you have clear understanding you don’t feel like changing self for better or worse . Unless you burn, you sweat, you bleed, you don’t value the real life treats.Unless you have gone down if even for a bit you don’t know how good it feels to beat the shit out of bad destiny.Unless you know what is heartbreak you don’t envy and desire true love.Unless you knew really life or even it’s faintness, how couldn’t you thank God for even bare existence and if more was to come.Unless you got the big eye, wise one, how could not you say , After all , before anything and in the middle of it all, good or bad life you are welcome.

If I were you…

If I were you…

I so much wish it were so…..

Things could have been so …..

Well ,to admit it now,If I were you skies could have been more pink than blue.If I were you birds could have talked and expressed their feelings with a song,a diamond ring and lots of true love.If I were you I could have understood life through the eyes of three people a bad man,a con man and a good man,very true in his work and wisdom never letting an opportunity to tamper with his bestie self ever come up.If I were you I could have smiled more bright on seeing the beautiful butterflies dance on the heads of little cute girls busy playing and collecting flowers.If I were you nothing could have gone deviated to displease me on a bright sunday morning in the Roco-Choco Bar on the edge of The Thames.If I were you all the name,fame,glories and glitters would have never inched towards my tophead,rather would have remained very humble and tame centering my heart.If I were you I could have better known the scents of all the flowers in the nearby flower shop of Mrs.Cathy Anderson.If I were you times could never have been boring and all endeavours done by me would have setting standards.If I were you nothing could have remained without a touch of hope even after that long misfortune part,If I were you no face would have been bereft of a smile and a cheer in the heart.If I were you there would never be a bad end but all would be happy with sleepless nights lying wide awake in the powerful hope of seeing a sunny,sweetly scented and marvellous day.If I were you I too could have taken things in a stride and taken my heart on an adventurous joyride to heaven and back.If I were you I too could have learnt to laugh withdrawing the ocean of toxic pain into deep dungeons of my mind never letting even a secret beam of light to see what lay where.If I were you I could have been invisible but everywhere visible through the eyes of some special beings with a tint of magic in their eyes to see the unbelievable far and wide.If I were you I too could never feel the heat,the weight and the chills that life had to somehow thrust on you.You could do whatever you desired without thinking twice and life could be more of the sugar and spice making equations perfectly nice.If I were you I could have mustered to create magic in every of my move possibly.If I were you I too could remember and forget at will.If I were you I could be the adventure,the passion,the horror and the thrill.If I were you I too could have seen life from many better perspectives.If I were you I could have made the subjective more objective.If I were you I too could have smiled at loosing my love and feel no stir.If I were you I too could have lived without my love and still be ready for the next chapter of life with no space to emotionally err.If I were you I too could have obeyed and carried out God’s orders and commands and fought the dilemma of living a bland life without one’s true love and companion and waging it each second and moment till the vision of your eyes ready to recognise your identity went blurred.Still you cared a damn….But here I would be my own self not ready to barter my self with yours cause even though not being by your side,listening your golden voice,seeing you and feeling your velvety touch I know and feel that I have ,I do and will continue to love you and meet you in the twelve o’clock sky as my love star,always near, never far.I love you Evan.Will always do!!!!